Bawipa thawhṭhanzingah
thawngṭhabia a hrawm mi zumtu nan
dihlakcungah Pathian thluachiah a tharin tlung ko seh! Tu zingah thawngṭha
a kan chim tu hi Saya Lai Uk Thang a
si. Lei Tak khua a si, Asia Baptist Graduate Theological Seminary ah Th.M akai lio mi si. PCCF ahcun kan i bochan
taktak mi zong a si. My Life Journey
ti mi he pehtlai in thawngṭha bia an kan chimh caah thazang kan
la cio i a pumpak cung zongah kan i lawm tuk. Bawipa nih hmai lei a rianṭuannak
ah lam hruai in umpi zungzal ko seh tiin PCCF zong nih thlaza kan cam piak.
Lai Uk Thang
Philippians 1:21
“For to me to live is Christ”
I'd like to tell you that what
you’re about to read is really important and is going to impact your life. The
truth is, I'm probably not going to tell you anything you haven't heard before,
but let me encourage you to read it anyway.
Home of Christian
I was raised on a small village called
Leitak along with five brothers and two sisters. It was a beautiful, quiet
place. My parents always taught me about God and his Son Jesus, so as I walked,
I would often think about God. Was He bigger than my dad? How long was forever
- longer than a Sunday morning service?
I also did all the things that
children do in a Christian home: Sunday school, choir practice, young people’s
groups, and so forth. I did them all without complaining – until I was 15. It
was Sunday morning and Dad and I had just finished chores. I was slow coming in
from the barn and Dad told me to hurry up because I was going to be late for
church. It was that morning that I told him I wouldn't be going to church
anymore. He looked at me with the most hurtful look on his face. I had to leave
the room. I just couldn't look at him.
My Heart
Was Hardened
Something happened to me that day. I
started to get hard inside. There is a lot of security in an orderly Christian
home and when I was on my own, I was lost. I continued to lost and do what is
please to me. When you’re in your late teens or early twenties and you’re living
in a place where anything goes, that's how you live. However, it didn't take
long before my life was right back where it had been before. One of the things
my Dad taught me was how to work hard. To my disappointment, all I heard that
evening was these guys talking about God. What a disappointment. I thought they
were actually going to teach me something about how to quit meaningless things
that I do.
Changed
time
Even so, I made up my mind and got
so religious I think even God couldn't stand me. Dad was a reactionary, so for
him not to react to the things I was doing was a gift from God. When I was in
my 16, one Sunday morning I was in bed sick and hung over. For the first time
in years I prayed: "God, I have everything I want, and I'm still unhappy.
There has to be more to life than this. I ask that you do whatever it takes to
get me right with you. If you have to take all of this away, then does
it." I'm here to tell you - God answers prayer!
Everything
Fell Apart
When I was home, I would stop in to
see my Dad. He was always glad to see me, and I always knew he cared about me.
I also knew he loved the Lord and that he had something I thought I would never
have. You see, by this time I thought I was doomed to hell and there wasn't
anything I could do about it because it was on September 1997, my Dad had
passed away. I realized that my dad was every time I ever needed.
My
Father’s Legacy
I started to read some of the verses
Dad had underlined in his Bible, more out of curiosity than anything. I also
began to read some Christians book. I remember reading a particular passage
where it said that when Jesus died on the cross, He died for all of my sins:
past, present, and future. I stopped. I had never heard that before. It must be
a misprint, I thought. I must have read it five or six times before the lights
came on and I realized that Christianity had everything to do with Christ dying
for me and very little to do with Frank being good enough.
Talk about excited! I got down on my
knees and accepted Christ's forgiveness for my past sins and asked him to be my
Savior now and in the future. For the first time in my life I felt free. I got
up off my knees and was jumping up and down on my bed yelling, I'm free! I'm
free! And for the first time I could turn to God and have peace through all of
it.
I also faced the fact that I was before
doing worldly things. Through prayer, I was able to clean up the wreckage of my
past and become free to get on with the rest of my life. Nearly a year later, I
met my childhood sweetheart, June, who had also given her life to Christ. We
were married not long afterwards and God has continued to do great things in my
life.
Opportunities
Granted
I prayed that God would give us
opportunities to share what He has done for us. I was invited to share the
gospel in one village called Hlamphei where i saw people come to know Jesus for
the first time through my sharing about the love of God. I also shared Christ
with many people including those living in jail and hospital. Again, many people
heard and responded to the good news of Jesus and I feel that it was the
greatest blessing that God has ever given in my life.
What Will
it be Like?
I sometimes wonder what it will be
like to be all alone with Jesus – to sit beside a quiet stream in the mountains
and ask Him all the questions I have; to stand and look into the face of the
One who died for me and tell Him how much I love Him. Isn't it great that He
isn't some all being but rather a real and living God we all get to spend
eternity with? Can you imagine touching the Christ who died on the cross and
rose again? To never wonder again: Was that God talking or was it just me?
I know there have been very few
changes in my life. Everything that has changed in my life has come about when
I've surrendered to God by the power of His Holy Spirit. He has made the
changes, and He’s still doing it. I'm so thankful for a Christian Mom and Dad
that never gave up on me. The Bible says,
"If you who are evil know how
to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your father in heaven
give good gifts to those who ask him?" (Matthew 7:11, emphasis mine).I
check myself in this verse and think about my children what is the best thing I
could give to my children. Where this journey leads me is truly in the hands of
God. I just ask for His mercy and grace to accept all He has for me.
You Can
Have it Too!
If you’re reading this and have yet
to invite Jesus to be your Savior, there will never be a better day than today.
It's just as easy and as free as it was for me back in that road camp. There's
no magic in any particular words, but if God is speaking to you, don't wait.
Don't harden your heart one more time.
If there's unforgiveness in your
heart, deal with it. Don't wait. You can walk in freedom and it’s wonderful.
Ask God to show you if there's anything you need to deal with and then ask Him
for the courage to deal with it. He’ll give it to you. He is always faithful.
The Bible says (Jesus is speaking),
"Behold, I stand at the door
and knock; if anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in to
him" (Revelation 3.20).
Receiving Christ involves turning to
God from self (repentance) and trusting Christ to come into our lives to
forgive us of our sins and to make us what He wants us to be. Just to agree intellectually
that Jesus Christ is the Son of God and that He died on the cross for our sins
is not enough. Nor is it enough to have an emotional experience. We receive
Jesus Christ by faith, as an act of our will.
You can receive Christ right now by
faith through prayer. Praying is simply talking to God. God knows your heart
and is not so concerned with your words as He is with the attitude of your
heart. Here's a suggested prayer:
Lord
Jesus, I want to know You personally. Thank You for dying on the cross for my
sins. I open the door of my life to You and ask You to come in as my Savior and
Lord. Take control of my life. Thank You for forgiving my sins and giving me
eternal life. Make me the kind of person You want me to be.
“FOR TO ME TO LIVE IS CHRIST AND WHAT
ABOUT YOU DEAR FRIENDS”